Good Idea vs. God Idea --- be mindful of this

summertime

summertime~

-No luck in landing any interNship, all the frikkin' grad took all of them instead of getting a real job (which is impossible this year..) (i guess I'm glad I still have an extra year being sheltered)

-Summer course are either fully enrolled or cancelled, BLAST!! I wonder wherelse I can take a good class on photoshop/illustration/web design with college credit...

-need to find out why I got an NC on personality class, Blast you Weird Hayden!! I did above well in your class consider that I'm an art student.

-Why's my Aunt always being judgmental and look on me as if I'm the apocalypse. 

- i need to sleep (in regular hours...fxxk)

secret code- homosolving, niga PLZ

Very disoriented

my hair's falling...I'm not sociable, and stressing out exams and critiques, and worst of all stress over frikkin summer. (Isn't summer vacation supposed to be the most relaxing time of one's life? and I'm stressing about how to not waste the summer away)...

(...bless you Pauline....please wake up...I just want to hug you, you know)

Lauren

On november 24, 2008 post

Haule Haule India

It's like a dream ride, come and gone, then woke up in the irritating morning sun at JFK airport. The most organic greetings of Haribo, radhe radhe, rickshaw... still echoing in my eardrum. 

The smell, ah, the mystical smell. Unique to it's own right, but too overwhelming for my nose to handle at first. The smell of open sewer, the temple-burning incense, the dry Indian sand, the piles of cow dung... concentrated into a unique fragrance. 

Haule Haule..